Up early and I still have a bad feeling in my gut. I hate getting close to what or who I want and having it taken from me. Is it me? Truth be told I think I fell hard when I heard I love you. Truth is it’s only been a few days but I caught feelings for you too and yeah it will hurt when u r gone but I can’t get mad for someone bettering themself.

Life in a fairytale would be pretty awesome. 2hour days and they all always teach a amazing lesson at the end. There’s always a heartache and issue but the end result always come out for the better. -real talk by Rheam.

It’s so much I want to get off my chest. I’m starting to lose myself. I need to find that inspiration I once had. I can’t let love be my inspirer-er. I’m just filling that void with hook up after hook up. I have lowered my standards in a way that’s not even cool. I have changed so much that I don’t recognize myself in the mirror. Puberty has done me very well. I’ve had love story after love story. I really want that (1) person who will be there for me and I there for them and we block out everyone. NO distractions!!!!!! I’m starting to feel for another and I PRAY with all my might that this just isn’t another LOVE STORY. Until then I guess i have to put on my MODEL face and work through the pain.——Rheam

MY LIFE

Since i was a little boy i knew what i wanted… One day i would see the world and make my mark on it. I put in time, sacrificed, never thought about thinking twice. Since i was a little boy I DREAMED.

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